Update.
First, I have to say we will be changing drastically a lot of the elements connected to /chudpol/, as of now, the word that is basically what we call it here.Sleepiness and Muddskippers
Muddskippers. Do you like them? Would you like to have sex with it? I think there is obvious contempt people openly express. When I look at jews writing in bios, I am like this is kind of bullying. Maybe, bullying is also open human nature anywhere too. I feel shitty, not desired. Unwanted. I should probably step up and think outside of something that is improbable. My life is very miserable. I remember seeing people who are miserable. I wonder if I could somehow… No, I'd rather not be nail in their grave. Writing this feels like stomach ache. Stomach pain. IT's just so immesurable. Why does stomach pain hurt so much? I feel like I'll just be getting older and die. Dying fart. Oh, that feels painful too. Knowing the consequence. The pain. Dying isn't worst when it's pain. Dying is worse when it feels like being broken, like when you think evil and good. When you feel that you dying is evil, and that what brings me hurt. True hurt. If I die, then it will die. IT will feel like to lose. Like evil winning, though.More suffering
My condition might have worsened, as I don't know where it comes from. I feel very feverish and my brain is heavy, sometimes it also was my eye that was hurt. I sometimes feel cold, although mostly the vomitting has stopped. Still can't eat anything heavy. When I eat in general my brain becomes more fiverish, the same goes for drinking water too I believe. Though, it is not as terrible as it used to be few days ago I am fucked without knowing the origin of this brain inflamation. It could be parasitic worm in my brain or something, or whatever I have no clue.Should I try to make churro again but the normal way and upload the video? —
or should i just fucking buy the churros? Its' not that hard to make, I fucked up because it was a fluke.